Dear Sal,
This week I have had to make a very difficult decision. The last seven days I have been going back and forth in my mind as to what to do about my future? Should I stay at my current job, or should I go? My initial thought was simply to leave. I could always find a new job. I asked friends for advice, but was really just looking for them to confirm what I was telling myself, and they did. By Thursday evening I had made up my mind, I would go, decision made, job done. But, then the doubt crept in.
My biggest concern was money. The cost of traveling and taking a Celta course, not to mention flying half way round the world and back would be very expensive. As well as the tedious, and agonizing process of searching for a new job. Reapplying for my criminal records check, getting it notarized and then apostilled. And while I have been able to save up a sizable amount over the last few months, after everything I had planned, I would have nothing left in my bank account. Nothing to show for a year away.
So, I decided to stay, if my requests were met that is. I wasn't asking for the world, only what I felt I deserve and I was given it. This means I won't be returning to England until June now. It seems like such a long way off at the moment, but I know the time will fly by, just as it has done for the past eleven months.
Love, hugs and one more year.
Samuel James
SCORE! Can't wait to see you there mr xxx
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